Saturday, May 14, 2011

Aghast and Imperiled

"Where do you think you're going?" "Running away from the pain everyone had fun inflicting on me." "Can't you fight?" "I don't want to risk it." "You do know that there is no escape until you risk something, right?"

People have been running away from their fears and when they do, they run anywhere blindly when they can simply turn around fight back or if not turn to other corners rather than running straight... and the reason is, people are just scared to take risks, including myself. To be honest I'm done running away from my fears I'm just looking at it straight in the face because I know that running away from it won't change anything and it will only tire me out... Although looking at it won't change a thing too it helps me invigorate my bravery against it. I just happen to get used to it until the fear is gone, though doing nothing has hurt me a lot of times.

I'm starting to get really confused now. I don't know maybe I just have to concede to the idea that people have to run away from their fears and let themselves tire out because it isn't my fear I'm facing, it's theirs. Nevermind, it's their choice in life to be miserable anyway. I'm so confused right now! :O GOD! WTF is GOING ON! Anyway bye... Just think of a way to shallowly defeat your fears.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Doldrums to Inanity

Years with summers that are dominated by technology made my summer more and more boring. I have been so bored lately that everything I think I'm doing is already called "productive". Just sitting down and doing nothing is already "productive" what more if I don't do anything? It's like #$%^&*(*%$ Can't explain! :) So Technology has been really eating my time to go out, even though it's fucking hot! With everyone using skype I started to get sick of it because I already had an account since first year... :)) So I have to do some other stuff with internet and then my cousin sent me this...(CLICK)>> <<(CLICK) If you don't trust the site this is what you would be able to see...

It's an "INTERGALACTIC TOASTED BUTTERED PASTRY KITTEN!" and the best part it sings! :)) Once you open it there would be a clock counting up by seconds... I call it the "TOLERANCE LEVEL", when you see the word tolerance it sounds bad! :O HAH!! But seriously try it for yourselves it's so fun! :)) And by the way if you don't understand english you can change the language on the upper right bar... Japanese English and Nyan... Everyone can understand nyan very instantly if you listen to the kitten singing! :))

And by the way a strong warning! Nyan Cat can ber very physically and mentally harmful and at the same time addicting... :)

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Fatiferous Flora

"Why is it that people only recognize what's good about the person when they are dead or dying?" "Because people are ignorant." "I guess so..."

I just realized something when this happened on my family altar...
These flowers started dying just this morning and when its on its early stage of decomposition it gives out its strong but good odor... As if it was asking for help by intoxicating or rather giving out its best by being humble. And then it struck me awhile ago while looking at these decaying flowers I started to appreciate it's beauty, the scent it was releasing, and the short life it had to please others.

Just like how life runs. You do your best to please others and most of the time they ignore you, and when your short life comes to an end that's the time they only appreciate and realize the goodness you have done for them. I know they always say "Seize the day!" and when we do say that, we only remember ourselves and ignore others. We must appreciate others kindness it is the most simplest things that makes a distraught person happy... Right? :)) Depends upon you but seeing someone happy just because you listened to them is really for a good cause. :)