Monday, November 15, 2010

Decathexis and Sadomasochism

Point of view... It's so important that putting yourself into another's position will help a person understand more of other's lives. People are despicable and stupid when it comes to viewing another's point of view. I believe fighting will best be solved if you understand our enemies first unless they're honest on what they say. Putting yourself in another's point of view will best understand why there are conflicts... Could it be that you've abused someone too much? Feels overwhelmed and provoked by you? Or you're just ridiculous that you're worth destroying?

We sometimes suppress the need to maintain life and take a chance and view what will happen when we destroy. Laughing is very good for the health because Psychologically, Physically, Emotionally and for some Spiritually it keeps you uptight. But sometimes we laugh at someone that drastically damages that said health indicators above. Sadomasochism is fun in some ways because I am, but I don't always laugh I don't even know when they're hurt... I just find them stupid. :) Then again change the point of view what would you feel if you've been laughed at... but it would be okay when it's around friends... :)

WELL FOR THOSE WHO JUST CAN'T SWALLOW THEIR FUCKING PRIDE AND CANNOT APOLOGIZE EVEN THOUGH THEY STARTED IT! VIEW IT FROM YOU ENEMIES PERSPECTIVE... IT COULD BE HE/SHE MAY BE JUST INTIMIDATED OR THEN AGAIN MAYBE YOU JUST SUCK!

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Ennui, Lassitude & Pococurantism

Nothing relevant happened today just some same shit we always do at school. I don't know actually why I'm blogging! I'm just so bored... therefore the TITLE :| Anyway I talked with my seatmate on the left about blogging about my attitude yesterday and he/she said that I'm not a bad person but I am genuine one and honest. He/she said being frank isn't wrong, apologizing after will make it better... but I don't apologize because I know they're used to me.

There is a very very deep reason why I'm so brutally frank and the reason is a secret between me and I only! Anyway there was a saying when a person is abusive to his/her children the children themselves would be abusive to their own children... therefore the reason of my attitude! I'm sick of everyone's shit! I DON'T FUCKING CARE WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT ME! I DIDN'T LIVE TO PLEASE YOU NEITHER TO BE INSULTED!

I don't even know why killing is illegal! Anyway it's the victim's fault if he/she is killed by another person because the killer isn't treated right by the victim... So who is the bigger victim? THE ONE WHO LOST A LIFE? OR THE KILLER ABUSED BY THE VICTIM?

My opinion is that the Killer is the bigger victim... This person wouldn't harm the victim if they know how to treat a person properly! AND PLEASE DON'T HATE! THINK FOR YOURSELF FIRST! YOU KEEP ON HATING BUT IGNORE THOSE WHO HATE YOU! DO YOU WANT YOUR LIFE TO BE FILLED WITH FUCKING FUNCTIONAL FRIENDS AND HATRED BECAUSE ALL YOU DO IS GIVE AND RECEIVE HATE! THEY SAY STUPIDITY HAS NO CURE BUT I DON'T BELIEVE THIS, WHAT I BELIEVE IS NO ONE CAN CURE ANOTHER PERSON'S STUPIDITY BUT THE PERSON WHO IS STUPID HIMSELF CAN CURE THEMSELVES.

The backstabbing site called formspring.me is really not created for hating. Some of my friends have haters and reading those makes me hate those who did that to my friend. Don't you see hating will spread! SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE JUDGE YOURSELF AND LEARN! UNDERSTAND YOURSELF WHY YOU HATE AND WHY OTHERS HATE YOU! I KNOW YOU DIDN'T LIVE TO PLEASE OTHERS BUT AT LEAST GIVE LOVE AND RECEIVE HATE AT LEAST YOU DON'T SPREAD IT!

TAKE IT FROM ME... I'VE BEEN THERE SO MANY TIMES! I HAVE BEEN MISTREATED A LOT OF TIMES AND THIS TIME I DON'T SPREAD THE HATE I JUST IGNORE IT! :D ANYWAY AS CLE TEACHERS SAY: THERE ARE GIVENS IN LIFE THAT WE CANNOT OVERCOME BUT RATHER GO AROUND IT! THEREFORE IGNORE THE PERSON WITH A SMILE! :)

Monday, November 8, 2010

Impeccable Candor

"Honesty, is what you need. It sets you free, like someone to save you." -OneRepublic, Someone To Save You. Are you always honest in everything you do and say? Do we need honesty to understand everything we do? Will lying help a person? Is impeccable candor important as well? For me I don't know...

Lying and honesty has served mankind so well that it completely separates trust equally between the two... No one will ever understand when lying to pleasure a person will help them or whether to hurt the person through HONESTY itself... People who claim to be "GOOD" choose to lie and never harm the person, but isn't lying a sin... OBVIOUSLY IT IS! Anyway...

Most of the people regard me to be mean and insulting...I chose to be the "BAD" people when I completely tell the truth but harm the person. People are so oblivious that once a person has been induced with so many flattering lies they become sensitive to any topic that may discuss their problems in any way it may relate to it. Thus causing misunderstanding and more harm to those people who have been lied to.

CONCLUSION? I don't regard anyone neither Bad nor Good because when a topic talks about honesty. People have different views about honesty and truth that what I do is so bad for the world that they misunderstand me. IN MY VIEW I'M ACTUALLY DOING SOCIETY A FAVOR SINCE MOST PEOPLE WHO COMPOSE SOCIETY ARE LIARS! I'M NOT PROUD OF HARMING A PERSON BUT THEY HAVE TO KNOW THAT LIFE ISN'T ALWAYS ABOUT PLEASURE AND AT LEAST THEY KNOW THAT WHEN THEY ASK A PROBLEM THEY CAN SOLVE IT WITH EASE! THIS BEHAVIOR SICKENS ME! A PERSON MUST BE MATURE ENOUGH TO TAKE THIS KIND OF ANSWERS! IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE OFFENDED WHY BOTHER ASKING IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!! THINK AGAIN PLEASE!!!

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Thanatos is Destrudo & Mortido

Ever been tired and sick of living... even only for a moment? Well all of us may have experienced this... So let us talk about what people despise? or want? It's called DEATH. Death is inevitable, unpredictable, worrisome, feared, sacred, and sometimes wanted. Honestly most of the time I am suffering from Destrudo, a psychological aspect opposite to libido it aims to destroy other's lives usually in the form of murder and torture.

It is very normal to fantasize about killing a person but excessively drowning in these forms of thought and eventually planning it is dangerous and may seriously lead a person suffering from Destrudo to do it. Well of course everyone wants to kill someone but doesn't have the determination to do so... not that I have but the only thing making me stop in killing is... God. The fact that I'm a Nihilist only a MORAL NIHILIST. Anyway hope that I don't. :) And the target won't be you.

I also suffer from Mortido, a psychological aspect opposite to libido it aims in destroying the persona's life in anyway possible. Suffering from Destrudo is hard and I'm so scared that I may eventually kill someone which leads me to suffer from Mortido. I eventually had plans and deep thoughts about destroying my own life I got sick of it. Suffering from it made me realize why suffer more and more when we can enjoy life... I am having a hard time curing myself from both Destrudo and Mortido but at least It didn't happen. So all I'm saying don't drown in someone's hate and don't drown others with hate...That's the problem with people they don't know how to stop hating when they keep worrying about world peace... THINK FIRST PLEASE! :D