Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Aurum Saturnalia

YAY!!! Not really the "Golden Anniversary" but more on the 50th post. Just did this post because I was bored and I fucking infected so many people today 3 more people fell victim to a disease I got from my brother.

When I was able to go to school Jaime had colds too!! FAIL... :| So I fucking hate the day because I can't concentrate because I have a headache from excessive sneezing and blowing of the nose. So I was totally pissed I can't even talk properly.

AND THEN I went to the bus and my bus driver was complaining that he got the colds and he had a sore throat!! FAIL... :| Then Bolilia got in the bus and complained too!! FAIL... :| My God! I'd be wearing a face mask tomorrow to prevent further infection. Well I don't know if its bacterial or viral but it think it is viral, which is much more easier to contract. Anyway I chose the song "Jar of Hearts" because she said you might catch a cold. :)

Monday, July 12, 2010

Virulence and Paroxysm

I woke up in the morning two days ago feeling a slight pain in my throat and it is obviously sore throat caused by colds because my brother brought the virus home. He had a sore throat too as well as my maid. So rode the bus and it was fucking hot! Anyway when I got to school I asked Chiara to accompany me to the clinic to get some strepsils.

So I was blowing my nose and as much as possible prevent myself from sneezing because of my fear of infecting others. Then while heading to the bus Alayne asked me to go with her and buy from 'Manong' and I bought some sprite. Then when Bols and Du asked me if they can drink I told them it is okay. They drank and I immediately remembered that I was a very active endemic! I told and they were like...meh. Then later Du complained of throat pains!! FAIL! :|

Got home then sprayed Lysol every room in the house to prevent further infection and when my other brother got home he was complaining of the same illness and I was like "FUCK!" I asked my other brother where he got that and he said probably from LRT or from UP Manila which was close to PGH. So... My other maid and my dad still safe. As much as possible I use alcohol before leaving my room and at least I was able to spray Lysol, well I hope it works.

Just took another strepsil and it temporarily gives the relief I want. Anyway I hope I didn't infect any classmates of teachers. :|

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Adroitness, a Transcendent

So I'm starting to get... I don't know... Happy? Because my BEST MOM fought with my dad to really change him it took more than half an hour of anger. I hope that it would change him but I told my mom "Ma! Umasa ka pa! Hindi niya nga ma-admit na nagkamali siya... Pano pa siya magbabago kung ganyan siya. At tingnan mo nagmamatigas yan.. Sa tingin mo mag sosorry yan... Wala! Wag mo ng pagurin sarili mo because you've been saying the same thing over and over again for more than 26 years of your life to him."

I REALLY Love my mom and it hurts me and my brothers to see her hurt and any manner especially when we caused it. But I'm tired of seeing her hurt caused by one problem. I love my father but it is the only way to teach him and the only way to teach him is to let him know that we've been through struggles that HE CAUSED. We've been always saying "This is will be the last." But it seems we are too weak to fall for his facade of kindness fully covering what had taken place.

You may have noticed that I've been dreading my father a very long time already because of my previous blogs... but we really want to teach him what is right. I'm just... tired. Please listen to the song below. :)

Song:ETERNITY ~MEMORY OF LIGHTWAVES~-Noriko Matsueda & Takahito Eguchi