Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Psychokinesis, An Aptitude

Since I was a child I've been fond of telekinesis, the ability to move objects using your mind. As I grew and knew what the world really is, a "PEZZO DE MERDA!" that takes a lot of time to decompose. From my perspective killing would be acceptable if who you are to kill is really corrupting the masses around him/her. Well if I had telekinesis I would just cut a person's head without being convicted of something because they have no proof.

If I ever had telekinesis I wouldn't be killing my haters or enemies because only the thing they corrupt is themselves which obviously is useless so I'd let them rot. Not that I'm sadistic in any way but you can't let the world do what is needed to be balanced, like karma you wait for it to happen which obviously you might need patience to do but obviously the world should. And if you side with the masses would you kill the one that corrupts them?

I never wrote a blogger about this but what if "A death of a few can enhance the life of the masses, those who are really suffering and important to society." If I really had or if any one had and used it for my perspective the world may or will live in fear but that prevents them from doing what is wrong.

"EVERYTHING IN THE UNIVERSE IS ONE FORCE WORKING TOWARDS A DIRECTION. BUT WHAT PUSHES US BACK? WHAT CAN POSSIBLY PUSH EVERYONE BACK AND HOLD ALL THE FORCE THAT MOVES FORWARD? GOD IS THE ANSWER, IF IT WEREN'T FOR HIM EVERYONE WOULD BE THINKING LIKE ME. MISANTHROPY IS A SIN. BUT I JUST CAN'T AVOID IT BECAUSE EVERYONE IS FUCKING RIDICULOUS!!"

Song:WELCOME TO INERTIA-Elogy

Monday, June 7, 2010

Disquietude isn't Regalement

So I was just wondering why our school schedule is still on June 9 and it isn't June 15 which seriously sucks because I'm nervous. For the fact that I only know 4 people there. :( This feeling is always inside me every first day of classes I still don't get use to it but I've got to make the most of it since it is my last year of my high school life.

Anyway I'd be seeing my old friends which is nice. Hopefully my teachers would be nice and I really don't want to attend ACP. I'd rather have four more hours of class than ACP. Anyway obviously I'm never excited for first day of classes. So I'll just sit and wait then College here I come!

Song:MADE FOR YOU-OneRepublic

Misanthropy and Umbrage

Last saturday my brother's eyes were operated due to the fact that he's "banlag" and he got out just today. We went there to visit him in MMC with my other brother and my da...(FUCK HIM). Anyway I had an emotional breakdown yesterday due to the fact that my mother now recognizes that I grow wrathful against my father.

She told me she knew what I felt because she has been with the very same problem for the past 26 years of their married life. I'm glad she also told me that because together we support each other and I finally understood for her being sometimes being upset during irrelevant times like being in a party.

We were only looking for attention from my father which he completely neglected. As for my eldest brother he himself is having a hard even just talking to my father. He only talks when it's a Q&A type of conversation.

During serious talks he is either in humour filled insulting mood or just plain FUCKING ANGRY. We just want him to feel what we felt for the past whole years of our lives. He is just... FUCKING USELESS... So much for respect but I've been giving it but where is it? Now I wouldn't give any hope he gets to fuck himself!

Song:LOST THEN FOUND-Leona Lewis ft. OneRepublic