Thursday, May 28, 2009

Gratuitous Vertigo from My Consummation

We had our General Rehearsal for my piano recital yesterday morning. we have to get there by nine so me and my brother commuted by 7:30 and we woke up at about 6:00. I was so sleepy that i had a hard time turning the doorknob. Anyway took the jeep and LRT and reached the Philam Life Auditorioum. I told my bro to just drop me off there and I told him to eat, he left in about 30 mins.

I got there at about 8:30 and it started at about 9:15 because most of the students were late. Started with the blocking and I got irritated with the part that we bow, I told my teacher, "Ano ba to? Granada ba tayo? Ang gulo!". After that we were finished with the blocking and moved on to the performance. I woke up at 6:00 considering I slept at 4:00 and I'm the 44th and last player you just can't stop yourself of becoming bored. Tried to sleep but can't because it was way to cold in the backstage that I had to pee 5 times in row.

My hands were so cold and sweaty that when I played my piece it was full of mistakes, luckily no one noticed except for my brother. Then after that we're done. Rode LRT again and Baclaran was flooded after that so were my socks and shoes and so as my pants, it was disgusting considering it was full of garbage, spits, shit, and pee but anyway if I'm going to college I'll experience this more often. Reached home, took a bath and went directly to bed then woke up and ate then...NOTHING!

Friday, May 22, 2009

Denouement of Our Macrocosm

So I watched a documentary in "History Channel" that stated that we will not last in this world. It scared me but there is nothing we can do. I'll just place some short explanation of what I watched, and it was cool. :D

First the prediction of the Mayans which was done 2000 years ago which predicted a lot of things and of course the end of the world and surprisingly it was very accurate. Nostradamus predictions about the end of the world but in addition he said the dead will rise he also said of a hidden 13th zodiac sign which is very long for me to explain, and the secret Planet X,Nibiru, which will cross our solar system which will start Einstein's predictions. A man who "I forgot his name" which predicted major earthquakes which one pointed to a massive one. Albert Einstein's rift of darkness in the galaxy that caused everything to end the world and a object that will be near earth but it won't hit it, which is Planet X. A recent study by scientist that all of their predictions have evidences in it. The 13th Zodiac appears and starts the end of the world and it's name orpichius, before it appears the zodiac Saggitarius starts and ends in Dec 21. And finally almost all religions had warnings in them about the end of the world in their ancient calendar.

AND EVERYTHING POINTS TO ONE EXACT DATE! "December 21, 2012" So why do you think scientists are in such a hurry to find a planet which can sustain life? So we can move to it? It is said that this is the that caused Atlantis to sink and the flood a Noah's story. You may believe or not. But we all share the same fate. 2/3 of the world's life population not the human population will be destroyed. Anyways I found a flaw in this study, Nostradamus predicted a World War III if the prophecy of the end of the world is true; then we have little time to prepare oursleves for the war and of course the end. And another flaw which I found, God promised Noah that he won't repeat the dreadful thing he did but hey, he is God.

Anyways many are afraid to answer this question but "are you ready"? My answer is yes. If it's God's decision then we can't do anything can we? We must just wait for it to happen. Well if the day truly comes which I hope doesn't I just have to say goodluck and I wish we are all part of the 1/3 of the world population left on earth and if not I wish we are all in heaven. :D

I ASK YOU AGAIN. ARE YOU READY!?


Just a note "Do not mind the wrong grammar in this blog because I'm doing everything fast before I forget everthing i watched".

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Marauding the Calignous Crepuscule

It's 2:16 AM according to the Windows XP clock on my very old laptop that I'm using right now. I just can't seem to sleep and the hell, I am enjoying "Pet Society" on Facebook. I just finished anyway Trauma Center: Under The Knife 2 and if anyone does' not know that, it is a game where you play as the doctor and operate, and it's very fun and realistic.

Anyways my fat bro, Chino, is already asleep and my drinking bro, Mauie, is upstairs enjoying billiards and beer upstairs. Well I'm here staring blankly at an old laptop and only faced by an electric fan in the kitchen eating some nachos. Anyways goodnight, or good morning.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Labyrinthine Perspicacity

Some of the people who have been reading my blogs are somehow irritated with my titles because of it's "Deepness". So forth my summer has been a wasted one the only productive day I will be having this summer is covering my books for school, and for next school year I guess I'll just wait for next summer.

Anyway my older bro just cam back from Taiwan last week, because he works there before. Threw a boring party the only thing that is not boring there is that there is a lot of Tempura for our lunch. My mother first planned of a party to make us all drunk but she forgot that my brother might go directly to his GF's home and will not be able to attend the party but hey. He brought his 640 GB PC. I saw joey in Netopia in SM sucat yesterday. "Wala Lang!".

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Dereavement, a Euphoria

I'm totally unstable now that I want to get a chainsaw and cut everybody up I see. I've reached my peak of my anger and this problem has no connection of being bored at home but something else. If I was given a wish I would've for at least someone to listen to me at this very moment. I'm totally distraught right now and can't wait if I was chance to just rip someones head off!

Everyone here puts everyone to judgement and nobody cares what you say and HEY! I think I've been talking to God which of course listens but can't reply at the same time. I maybe apathetic and lethargic but It's at least one of my needs is to talk to somebody. It is really getting bothersome I tried to neglect the problem but the more I do the more i get piqued.

I wish there is one person who can understand me for who I am not to force someone to be someone else and bring up a problem to the he/she is changing and somehow add a pleasure for who they are. FUCK OFF!! If you don't want for who I am and adding more problems you better shut up and understand why I'm like this.

As they: "The more, the merrier." Is a big fucking lie that's why I prefer my birthdays alone with no one to talk to you may I say I have had a happy life and should've known that sometimes mistaked happen but you don't what's happening to me now! It's like every thing I do seems a mistake.

I try not to vent my anger but calm down and reflect but it doesn't help me bit reflecting on it makes me angered of why I'm making myself remember all the things that are wrong. They could've brong up the good stuff isolation may be not a good cure for what's happening right now. That's why a good escape route for me now would be dereavement but it's always the same.

This blog may be pathetically long but I'm sure I could let of some steam for awhile it may help but it's making me more angry but just as I said everything I do is all wrong. If I could only play God for one day or atleast remove the people of apathy from the world it would've been great, considering I'm apathetic I'm still aproachable so I better lay off now cool of and punch my brother like I usually do although he is heavy, well at least this bring me a smile. :|

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Damocles Here and Ascelpius Gone

This blog is like the one I did just to make it post something. It's not running for awhile because I had just made my Facebook account, and it was fun. And now my Multiply account is left neglected. Anyway if I'm to measure the speed of time for the whole summer, spending five hours feels like one hour.

Once I start using the PC by the morning I stop using the pc by the morning too. Anyways my piano recital is oncoming by May 31, so I must start practicing my piano piece which again is "Clash on the Big Bridge" or "Battle with Gilgamesh". Okay now, Damocles for I'm under siege right now and Ascelpius Gone because there is no cure for being lonely right now. So bored at home!!